Hello Everyone! :D

It's been a looooong looooooooooooooooooooooooooong time since I posted something up here and reading all the posts kinda disheartens me a little. I thought I forgot the password to the blog but apparently, esmb has grown to be a part of me and i still figured what the username and password was. Hee.

I dont think I'd want to bore you people with the big motivation speech and everything. So I guess I'll just keep it relatively simple. Or at least I'll try.

My apologies for not being able to be there for you guys very often. School has taken up my life away and the only time i can come around is when i have holidays or when i finish early. and most of the time, it's such a hassle to get into esss now -_- but anyway. I know how sucky you people feel. I know how demoralising it is. long story short, I know what you guys are feeling. Cos well, I've been there.

To those who wanna quit, well, i think people will hate me for saying this. but if you wanna quit. QUIT. Go to Miss Tan or Miss Ong and tell them "I QUIT" what's stopping you? Hesitating to quit? Wanna know why? Cos deep down you still wanna be part of this team. People dont hesitate unless they're still emotionally attached to that something. In this case, band. If you really have no interest, you can go ahead and quit. But do you? I dont think so. You consult your friends. You consult yourselves. Ask yourself- "should i, or should i not? Ahhh I dunno" But lemme tell you, a CCA is just a CCA. Can you imagine a job? People criticsise you for doing yr work the wrong way. You dont like it. You quit. So what? how many jobs are you gonna quit before settling for your FINAL job?

And for those of you who are certain that you wanna quit. Goodbye. Why? Cos only weaklings QUIT. If you fail to make Mr Ng happy, you're not a failure. But if you let Mr Ng get to you and QUIT, then you're a failure. And to the foundation of the band who still remain strong despite the hardships, never ever give up. You gotta show others what you're made of. With or without the few who want to quit. keep fighting. and never back down.

You people accomplished sooooo much thus far. Dont waste it all away.

I love you people. I learnt loads of stuff in my sec sch life. I learnt alot of stuff in band. I learnt alot of stuff working with people in band and that includes Mr Ng. yes, as harsh as he is sometimes, he's only doing that cos he knows there's something in us that is worth his time.

One day. You people will be in my shoes and look back and smile cos lemme tell you. sec sch is the best years of your life. all the drama and the politics. you'll miss it after you graduate.
make the moment count.

xoxo,
tiara